I feel a lot calmer today, I have figured that Kerry was right, there comes a time when you have to move on. I'm still waiting for her reply she said she would let me know, but maybe she will just leave me to it now in the hope I will walk away. She knows my number if she needs me, but for now I have to try and get on with my life.
I'm looking forward to the weekend after the training course, fingers crossed I can get down to the FC United game this weekend, if my mate is not too busy with his new gf to drive me up :o)